this disease is so frustrating!

this disease is so frustrating!

i've had enough! though, 'enough' keeps growing.

i've had enough!  though, 'enough' keeps growing.

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

the mind

The mind is its own place, and in itself can make a heaven of Hell, and a hell of Heaven. - John Milton

This idea is very appealing to me. No matter what our circumstance, it is all in the way our mind perceives the situation. I wish that I felt more in control of my mind. I can have the same experience on Monday and Tuesday and I may struggle on one day or simply take it as it comes on the other. I wish I could figure out how to “simply take it as it comes” every day.

I must say that living with my disability is a certain type of hell. Yet there is no way I want to live my life feeling like I am in hell. I cannot change my disability, but I can focus on the many wonderful things in my life.

I keep this at the top of my "to do list" as a reminder: I am grateful that I am strong, healthy & comfortable. I take good care of myself & others. I am grateful for my happy family & friends, and the beautiful home & community in which I live. It isn't puffy white clouds, angels and harps, but it is a very wonderful life.

I wish that you may find a way to view your life as heaven.